“Uncertainty is the only promise of the future. It has caused my heart to shatter. How painful, how betrayed, how sore. I perch myself upon the sea. And I’d hear the ocean breathe. The waves would crash upon the rocks. Reflecting mine, the heart that bleeds. The shore reflects my sad lonely heart. My tired mind is the endless sea. I pray the waves would wash my tears. And the wind would wipe my memory”